Not Over You

Not Over You

I feel stupid 

When I find myself thinking about you

How the hell am I supposed to get you out of my head

When you're still holed up in my heart

How do I let go of hope when it was the only thing

I ever had to hold on to

I keep trying to close the door

But end up peeking out the window

In the hopes that you're still somewhere out there

I catch glimpses of you now and then

And the pain hits me so hard 

It knocks the wind right out of me

I was never any good at pretending

Could never be something I'm not

And the truth is

I'm not over you

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